Have you every had a day where you felt like you were just watching your life? You are hovering over and watching yourself go through the motions of the things you have to do. Get up, get dressed, brush your teeth, go to work…. And on and on, but you don’t feel as if it’s not really you.
You have become so un-passionate about things, that you don’t even feel like yourself? I hate to admit at times this has been me, going through life doing the things I need to do, but it doesn’t feel like me. I feel like I want to shake it up and get me back to feeling like myself, but for some reason I just can’t. I can’t get to the point that I need to be at. And I ask myself, what has happened, why are you in this hole, what have you done to lose yourself in this way.
Do I need to change something up, move to a new place? Do something so out of the ordinary, that I have no choice but to be shaken out of the state that I’m in. Maybe that’s the solution, maybe just doing something in a different way, or starting over new, maybe that will get the passion back.
Because we all become stale, we all have those moments, days, weeks, where we just don’t feel right. But we can’t admit that, can we? We can’t admit that we are not prefect that we are mere humans that just have those types of days. What will others thinks if we admit that? Will they see that I’m just held together with tape? That I’m barely holding on to me?
But maybe this is just a part of the journey, we sometimes feel as if we are on the outside so that we see the things we need to see. So that we can look and observe ourselves going through life so that we can make a change, do something different, or realize that it’s ok that everything isn’t prefect, because we are mere humans.